bug

it first started with a tiny negative thought...

so tiny that you did not attempt to kill it off immediately
then bit by bit,
slowly, without realizing,
you started feeding it
sitting on it
dr a g g ing
postpone
hiding in the comfort zone
ｆｉｎｄｉｎｇ　ｅｘｃｕｓｅｓ
"wait till i am ready.."
"not today, i am tired, maybe tomorrow"
"it is ok to wait.."
"no hurry"
"everybody does that"
"it is pointless to change"

it ｗａs a tiny bug
but then it become a fat big beast
eaｔing away lots of ｙour time &　ｅｎｅｒｇｙ．

ｙｏｕ　ｄｉｄ　ｎｏｔ　ｒｅａｌｉｚｅ ．．．
ｐｒｏｂａｂｌｙ　ｔｏｏ　ｌａｔｅ
ｔｈａｔ　ｉｔ　ｗａｓ　ｆｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｐｅｒｓｏｎ　

ｏｆ　ｙｏｕｒｓｅｌｆ